self balancing state

yes, now i can control my mind my attitude, my behaviour, its not just happened its just learnt from the lesson taught by my life, i am rock...no words no spell, wouldn't hurt me.....
Y because again i am a failure,.....this can only understood by my girl.......yeah frnds.....this is stupid conversation...leave it...its just for my memories...

loving is the sweatest thing...

love...it self creates a feeling  of joy 

       i am studying +2 my first proposal makes me aware what the type of women i have to choose...on the day i go straight to her sat without her permission in the bus about 30cm far from her... little embracing finally i made it, i did it, i proposed her no sooner she replied i don't  like u even stop loving me. i asked whats Ur problem with me she just smiled and said i really don't have feelings for u, their i had mixed feelings to bother her or leave her.....and then i decided then i have to share my love to those who cares for me....i said thanks to her for not wasting my time..also, their onwards i started giving value to women....

finally a girl proposed me on my 2nd b-tech i loved her like heavens six months i felt but strangely she had multiple boy friends..my first love was sooo....tragic and taught me leasons..how to understand girls behaviours, fortunately or unfortunately i lost control on my concentration..of course with lot of subjects....continued....later...